In one of my trips towards the communal bar, I overheard a woman telling a story to a random gentleman about a podcast I was familiar with – Do Go On. Being pretty intoxicated by this point, I launched myself into the conversation. After a few minutes, the gentleman had departed.
From that first conversation about the podcast, we started talking about work, and life, and relationships, and people, and music, and films, and art, and all other things drunk people talk about at a house party. It was perfect. We smoked and replicated a scene in The Worst Person in the World, in which the main character blows smoke into the mouth of a person she meets at, funnily enough, a house party where she knows no one.
Because my nonna will read this, I won’t go into the intricacies of the rest of the evening, but, you’re more than welcome to use your own imagination.
Over breakfast the next day, I described the events of the evening to my friends. They were happy for me, as they knew the turbulent path I had been on following my break-up. My closest friend, Josh, remarked, “See, I told you there are plenty of tattooed, blonde, artistic fish from Fitzroy North in the sea,” which I never really understood until now.
On my triumphant walk home, mullet and all, I received a message from the woman I had shared a wonderful evening with. She told me, in short, that what had happened the night earlier was fun, and that maybe we should just keep it at that. You know, the famous saying: what happens at a party in Fitzroy North, stays at a party in Fitzroy North. Or something like that.
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I stuck to her wishes, and agreed that we should keep it at that. We did, in-fact, never speak again. But, we continued to like one another’s photos on Instagram. I still have her number saved in my phone as “Do Go On girl”.
When I recognised her outside the restaurant last week and she laughed, it was almost as if I saw an entire life of possibility flow from it.
Sure, sometimes we want bigger things than a fun night at a house party, but sometimes, those evenings can be just as important as long-term relationships. They form an almost mythological aura; as if they can never be ruined by the crushing realism that is … reality. I never found myself hating her guts, or being annoyed by her parents, because it never got to that level. She never came to despise my inability to commit to anything.
It got me thinking about how, despite never texting her again, no one can take away those moments we shared at that house party. No one can change that. We had this incredibly special night at a time when I needed such a thing, and judging by her laugh and her smile, I would like to think that she needed the same thing.
Roby D’Ottavi is a writer and director based in Melbourne.
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